September 2009
44 posts
the reason it’s called a fuck up is because after, we learn to get the...
– me, i think. i hope. i really like this one.
speeeech!
sometimes, we get lost to not get found. we cut off our ties from the world and our morbid realities. we lose touch of our morals and humanities. some of us do this because our minds tell us that the humans are fucked and there’s no reason to have hope in them. others do this because a constant barrage of hate, depressing moments of reality, or a loss of something/someone beautiful. the...
this is a product of late nights.
Lib: I'm going to be fucked tomorrow
Me: WHAT?!
Me: O_O
i'm at the highest peak of the world's lowest...
I Wanna Hold Your Hand.
– The Beatles
we put up these facades of beauty to hide the ugliness of our truths
– Peter Jusnic Sanvictores
i seem to find..
that when it comes to a friend being sad, pessimisstic, or depressed, i try to pull through and show ‘em the light at the end, that there IS something to hope for and there is no reason to feel the way that they do. Yet, when it’s I who feels the way they do, i contradict everything i tell them, my hope’s fucked, thoughts in ruin. The only thing that keeps me going is the small...
you the fuckin' besssst!
okay, not you but the day was the fucking best. Every Saturday seems to be kick it day with jeff, marc, core, and troy but yeah, Marc hit me up as i awoke and was like wanna kick it with me and corey and i was like “suuuure!” so we went skating (missing troy)a bit then went to San Mateo’s Atlas and Turf to look around, and may i say, dope clothing shopss, veryyyy doooope and...
So many females, So Much Inspiration. I Get Inspired By The Blunts Too.
– Opio and Phesto from Souls of Mischief
i like flipping my pillow to get to the cold side.
is it just me? or does everything feel different now?
when forever ends.
be my fantasy.
i’m not gonna go online when i get home
– Tillden Tecson
leave
so today, i had a great revelation on my current situation in film lit. i saw mr. burrows coming up the rows helping everyone with their nOATS and he comes to my desk and says “so did you get it?” and i mumble “not really.” so i think to myself, oh, here goes some irrelevant bullshit that won’t relate to anything happening to me. He looks at my paper and analyzes it...
ill
i’m officially fucking sick of wondering “what if?” fml.
the sky is black, you told me it’s blue, please don’t lie to me..
– Theophilus London
daily
i should do my FilmLit Daily Writings Daily..
You took away the best part of me—you took away you.
– Don’t Say Goodbye Again (via quote-book)
FML
(via aerodynamiics)
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so, lately, i’ve been steeping up on my writing gaaame, that is all. (:
ahh, good 'ol summer nights..
Crush a bit, little bit, roll it up, take a hit Feelin lit feelin like 2 am summer night
ahhhh, scott mescudi, you brilliant mind.
i like the moist air after it rains.
I’ll be up up and away, up up and away ‘cause they ‘gon judge...
– Kid Cudi; Up Up & Away
it was like a dream..
yesterday,(sigh), the day at school was cool but everything went so slow and shitty until it was 5th, the dude, augie, had some special treats left from last week and i didn’t feel it and i was thinking (wtf) augie played me.. but holy shit 6th period, was i flying hiiiiiigh..i couldn’t contain myself. time flew like airplanes overhead. I was kind of freaking out when it got to the...
:(
i missed half of glee. fucking homework..
the uncoolest
i like to unnecessarily wear my sunglasses at home because it makes me feel cool. what a fool i am.
weird yet epic.
so, i had this dream this morning and when i woke up it seemed like a great movie. What happened was i was on a cruise witha bunch of friends and some famous people we then crashed into an island and couldn’t get moving on so we were stranded. After awhile, we discovered these creatures on the island which tried to kill us buit we escaped. Then, people started betraying eachother and i was...
If You Want To View Paradise, Simply Look Around And View It..
– Gene Wilder as Willy Wonka; Willy Wonka & The Chocolate Factory
neither here nor there.
i want that middle of the road love, where we can walk with a clear starry night above and decide, let’s lay in the middle of the road and watch the world and stars pass by.
band i adore
-Starfucker
-Phoenix
-U.s. Royalty
-The Kooks
-Arctic Monkeys
-The Strokes
-MGMT
-Matt&Kim
-Passion Pit
-& much much mooore..
i’d like to owe thanks to lil’ yan, jeff yan, ramses….yan for my discovery of these bands.
...
Alex and Nat Wolf have a nice fucking house. do they still show their show?