yes, this blog entry is for alvin phan, the manliest man. hahahah. all that must be said and is going to be said is “motherfucker, you got balls and are the ultimate awesome dude, props.” wordup.
I got 99 problems, but a bitch ain’t one– 99 Problems by Jay-Z (via jerthebear) I Got 99 Problems… and they all bitches -Kid Cudi
yes, i shall rise.
through much procrastination, late nights, putting in semi-hard work. i’ve come to the conclusion that i will not be able to finish 9 journals tonight and i shall turn them in for 5% off on monday. i know, i’m an idiot but i can’t go another late late night because i’ve been dozing off in class, not paying attention, not learning anything(i almost knocked out/fainted in...
this was fun to write.
he gives you tissues and issues i give you “love you’s” and “miss you’s” he issues abuse and misuse this ain’t no fuck up or a ruse ima tell you girl this is how i feel ya’ll just together like another meal but soon you digest and what you have left? nothing, baby, nothing but shit and where does that go? it goes down the drain so warm up to...
know 1 or no one.
shoebie46: there is never anything to do in this stupid class. I have to do a project about what I need to do in my future.(jobs ect.) oh wells. I think I should just play the game of life with peter again. hahahahah.
person: we’re ALL too young to be fuckin’ up this bad. other person: yeah.
once upon a midnight dreary, while i pondered weak and weary.. edgar allen poe, doped up genius.
moi: i think i'm allergic to homework because everytime i sat down to do it, i'd keep sneezing.
shineblocka!: maybe its the dust on your hw folder. cuz you dont do it.
dear world, SHUT THE FUCK UP. please. sincerely, Peter.
if she got you sprung, just get a tempurpedic. haaa.
i dont wanna be the friend you tell everything to but i wanna be the friend you...– wise/good friend
i wish it would snow here.
the death of my soul will be my birth. i’m, now, realizing everything’s worth.
Like Bill, i am the cause, B– D-Pryde
and all that time, she was silent still.
so if you love me, won’t you let me know?
the world is a nice place.
regardless of what happens..
son, you look high. i know but i prefer my eyes closed.– Chip Tha Ripper; Hyyerr
fuck up, it's what i call me
told me so.
“the throne and the crown Is all I ever wanted, all I ever needed If I’m the only one and don’t nobody else believe it Then keep it a secret and watch me achieve it” -Trey Songz yeaaah, man.
but lately, i’ve been listening to my music at a high level of volume.
i’d look up and a i’d cringe but everytime i try to change i say,...– Wax, dude got talent..
i wanna get fucked up. stupid high and mad wasted..
i’m upset with myself because i JUST heard that jim and pam had the wedding and i haven’t been keeping up with The Office. :[
Ramses: i dont like him. hes a bitch
Petah: you just ripped my musical heart into millions of peices..
Ramses: wth, you have multiple hearts
Ramses: your so lucky.
Ramses: i have only one. and motherfucker keeps breaking
Petah: not really.
Petah: it just means you can get your heart broken multiple times.
Ramses: this philosophy shit
i think my childhood died when daly city's toys...
the start is so sad.. :[ i miss my toys.
yo, my parents are racists..
2 of 92
meh. again, didn’t want to go school but went anyways. i think i has allergies or probably a fever. whatever. IFD today, no money, fail. hung out with core afterschool for a bit, got my senior sweater. met up with folks and headed to joe’s where some of them peter panned which got me so tempted but whatever, didn’t do it. proud? not really, just sucks that i had to miss out....
in a state of emotional distress, beauty calms the wild.– ?
yo… 7 pounds makes me feel unworthy to live.. watch that beautiful piece of art.. made me tear at the end, for real though. to be killed by beauty..
Day 1 of 92
total f*ckin’ opposite of yesterday.. woke up, throat f*cking hurting. nose stuffy. didn’t wanna go to school, realized i had a test for alg2, so i said fuck it, and went. stepped out, clouds as grey as F*CK. some classes nice and chill. mostly crappy. runny nose ALL day. kicked it with dez for awhile, walked her back to school. went to class of ‘10 to see what they were up to,...
Day 0 of 92
tomorrow, i will be beginning a journey. a 3 month journey/seperation from one of the best things in the world. I will try to blog about each of my days spent. Day 0 is awesome. This morning, i palisades cliffside-“chilled” with a few folks whom i will, now, give codenames for; Rolo, Grassy, Whos, Toes, and Hai. It was hella fun, started off my morning feeling good. classes went by...
wake up by arcade fire
Somethin’ filled up my heart with nothin’, someone told me not to cry. But now that I’m older, my heart’s colder, and I can see that it’s a lie. Children wake up, hold your mistake up, before they turn the summer into dust. If the children don’t grow up, our bodies get bigger but our hearts get torn up. We’re just a million little god’s causin rain storms turnin’ every good thing to...